1. I’m listening to the new Fall Out Boy album and I really like it ok
2. Two months from now I’m going to be in COLLEGE

In that song “Kiss Me” by Ed Sheeran when he sings “so hold me in your arms” I shudder because it’s so emotional and sort of jerks my entire being?

I almost tagged that reblog of Morgan Freeman as personal…

I’ve just realized that Ed Sheeran has another album from 2011 and it doesn’t exist on my computer omg

I had this weird nostalgia for my ex-boyfriend earlier today. I watched this video we made my sophomore year, where I was super fit and ~almost happy (in the midst of emotional manipulation) and just a bit more naive than I should have been. But at least I was desired. I had somebody who wanted to touch me, everywhere, and wanted me to touch them. Even if he didn’t know anything about my personality and didn’t care enough to learn, he thought I was beautiful, and that’s more than I have now. 

I’ve just realized I hate the way my type looks when I don’t capitalize/use correct grammar. So I’m not going to type in lowercase anymore unless I’m fangirling ok

how dare you post a profile picture after i messaged you an hour ago asking about your life because i want to know if you still think i’m immoral and stupid and worthless like you told me two years ago 

you’re actually a huge dickhead ok

and you need to wax your eyebrows

i know i still have an inhumane amount of homework to complete, but i feel productive. i have a quiz to take tomorrow that i’m ready for, i finished all parts of my global homework, and i feel alright about waking up early tomorrow to work on senior sem stuff… 

sure i’m behind, but i’m a second semester senior. and i’ll catch up. i know i have the capacity to.

i’m watching the bachelor with my family right now and i think it’s going to become a new obsession for me during college.

i had a good day today. i had a full night’s sleep going into it, and a half day, and i bought a bathing suit (which was rather traumatic) but then my friends came over and i felt better. then i went to a play rehearsal, and all of the students and alumni were getting on so well with each other, and it was invigorating to see that. we were totally screwing around the whole time, and i felt a little like myself for the first time in a while.

also i got accepted to University of Massachusetts and it was a v. helpful ego boost. that’s 6/7 of the schools i applied to!